After finishing my exam, I felt so ... just can't find the correct word to describe my feeling. No burden? maybe. I am definitely sure I did not feel tachycardia anymore. What should I do next? THat's a major problem. I did not know what to do. I felt so EMPTY!!! Okay, i washed my lab coat; drank Magnesium Trisilicate. Then I went to YN's room to online. I am so addicted to it. I longed to write my blog. Time flies. I updated my facebook and friendster, checking and forwarding my emails and downloading Christmas songs. B spotted me online in messenger. He tempted me to go out with him to MidValley this evening. I was so interested. I could go shopping and take nice photographs, somewhat with B and his 'COOL' camera! But, i turned down the offer. This was because I had asked W to bring me and YN out for dinner tonight. I would feel guilty if I suddenly cancel of the appointment. Arrgghhhh, it put me in such a Dilemma. Finally, i hold on to my appointment. The next thing was, looking at the clock for time. Oh, it was time to bathe. By 6pm, I'm done. Now that i'm actually waiting for his call. By 7.05pm, he called me. Unfortunately, he had a family dinner at the same time. So, of course I said to him to go for his family dinner, which is more important. Although I did feel a bit disappointed. I weren't angry. Just plain frustrated that I had nothing to do. Moreover, I felt guilty causing YN to wait for him yet no dinner anymore! Luckily, YN had back-up plan. She called another friend of hers and wee~~ we're heading to Jusco for dinner and movie! A few moments later, W asked me out a supper. He must be feeling guilty for abruptly cancelled the appointment. So, i just offer if he wanted to join me for movies in Jusco. He did went to Jusco to meet me, but he opted to skip the movie part. Too late for him as he has to wake up early the next morning for work. I don't mind. So sweet of him to accompany me. I enjoyed it. Though he kinda trying to have body contact with me by rubbing his finger on my arms in a few occasions. He also praised me that I am pretty tonight. Besides that, we talked about his girlfriend in Russia, fragrance, daring me to lose weight and so on... Althought there was times when both of us fell silence, I still enjoy the moment a lot. Could this last longer? Can it happen again? So like I'm daydreaming... Last but not least, YN didn't buy movie ticket for me. He insisted on me to go watch. Despite that, I am in no mood to watch actually. I'm tired. My eyes were worse than a panda, i thought. I just wanted to have a good nice sleep. Hence, he sent me back. Well, in front of my hostel, there were people walking here and there. Unavoidable, Sharon and Sow Cheng saw me. Both of them wanted to verify. Okay, I am in no mood to deny. He did went to Jusco to meet me (although he was tired and kept yawning). But, so far, W and I are just FRIENDS. He never say anything more than that. People asked, your girlfriend? I don't see him denying it. Well, I just kepy insisting to my busybody coursemates that we are just friends. I do have some feelings toward him. I like seeing him. Though, I am not sure how he feels for me right at this moment. Does he likes me too? or maybe him and I just good friends? Sincerely, I hope I can know him more, be closer to him and wish for my hope will be answered soon. I hope. Will he?